Please if its ant way you can get in touch with me go through through www.caica.org theres a link to me on there and isabelle also knows how to contact me. It would be beautiful to talk with you. Thank you for the strength and the prayers. I will fight this fight till the last breath in my body is gone and then others will pick it up where I take off!!!! Joey was loved by all! His whole life I swear to you cause he was so smart and so talented I used to tell him baby God got some big this planned for you youre gonna be a star.I said shoot for the moon so in case you dont make it you'll still be among the stars! And I tell you not one time did my baby say no, he always said "I know Mom, I know." Only I didn't know Gods need was gonna be so great or so quick, and being human I thought I had all the time in the world. Our Christmas was so messed up without Joiey and worse having to spend it in a could lunch room with my baby! He gave me the 15.00 walmart card they gave him for christmas as my gift because he had nothing else. But being the artist my baby was he made me some beautiful ornaments and cards And he said "don't worry mom I'm doing this for us so we have the rest of our christmas' together, I'm gonna learn how to have a better life I promise!"
His birthday was monday his 2 mos anniversary was tuesday and christmas is yet to come! I MISS MY JOEY!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart aches for your loss and pain. Despite his issues with being bipolar, it sounds like your son was a very loving, caring person. You did a good job raising him.