His symptoms also fit with someone who suffers a psychotic, manic break from reality that may have been brought on by adult trauma (death of his child) followed by depression and from UNTREATED and UNMEDICATED schizo-affective disorder. Schizo-affective disorder, depression, and schizophrenia are well-treated with the use of anti-psychotic and anti-depressant meds. If it holds true that he did not molest his cousins, which I believe, that break from reality accompanied by hallucinatory dreams, is quite in line with schizo-affective disorder. Which can lead to psychotic breaks with reality.
Who knows what went on in the privacy of his family and his church? We will never know the truth.
I'm well aware that the Scientology forums are buzzing trying to find out what, if any, meds he was on. And that they are 'fanning out' to other boards to post things such as you have. I also know that those same Scientology forums will all slink away if it is found that he was unmedicated and untreated. It's very obvious that he was undiagnosed.
EDIT: Well, surprise, surprise, surprise. John, I hadn't even googled you before I posted the above.
http://www.truthaboutscientology.com/stats...ohn-marson.html